I texted my husband at work to tell him that I did want to talk to him today and he said not to f*ckin bother him at work and he still mad at me and not to talk to him until Sunday. So I went to our house to let the dog out to potty and to feed and water the animals and his grandma that we live with was outside. Usually every morning she comes up to see the baby and she asked me where the baby was and I told her that we had moved back to my moms but that we would be moving back on Sunday and that maybe he would be moving out. And she said if I wanted to move back in I could. She was so nice, but I couldn't stop crying as I told everything (but the physical fight) that was going on.
I just wonder what I did or what happened that would push him to tear our happy family apart. All I have even wanted from him is to know so we could work on it, I don't want our baby to grow up in a broken home and I just love him so much that I couldn't eat. I still just feel absolutely blindsided and like I am in some terrible nightmare all the time. I am just going to give him his space for know but it is hard, because our daughter looks just like him and every time I look at her I see him and I remember how it used to be or how I thought it was. It is my only wish in this world that he would come to his senses and see how great his family is and come home to us. I just worry that he wants to see other people and even when I asked him if he wanted to fix this he said he wasn't sure. How can you do that to someone you claim to love and have a child with???? Who is this monster that took over my husbands body and where is the sweet man I love, if you see him could you tell him to come back to his wife and daughter who miss him very much, Please?
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